I wanted to give an update about my life.
Sorry as i am typing this update it's kinda depressing and probably so not interesting to read :P
I deleted my hyves, twitter and livejournal account.
I didn't saw the point to have them, because i didn't do anything with it.
I think i had livejournal for almost 10 years now, twitter maby one year and hyves maby 6 years.
Last week i got an message on hyves from some dude that i don't know, saying that i'm cute and sexy....i was like wtf....delete message.
I think that was the point that i realize that a lot of people use these site's for meeting people or something like that, and i am not into that at all!!
From now on only blogspot for me. :-D
I got an email from the apple store that i had an job interview with and they didn't pick me :-(
They didn't wrote why, but i know why!
(can't say that here)
I kinda had my hope's on this job, because i love apple computers so much and love to sell them.
Tomorrow my mother and i are going shopping and i hope that will make me feel better,
these last couple of day's i have been so emotional.
So weird, i am so not the emotional type but i would like cry about everything o_O
I was watching free willy and from the beginning to the end i was crying....
seriously anouk..put yourself together :P
I feel like i seriously don't know what to do with my life...i'm stuck.
Kinda depressed or something.
One week goes well and then the other week i don't feel like doing anything.
I have got to say that it goes that way in my life for like the last 8 years or so.
Most people my age have goals in their life's, like getting married,having baby's maby an work career.
I don't have a goal, i don't want to get married, i don't even want a boyfriend and a career...in what?
The only experience i have is standing in a store and help people..wow what a great career you can make out of that....o_O
The only things i'm interested in are my hobby's that can't be made into a career.
So no big life goals for me at all.
Sorry for this weird post...
i had to get it of my chest.